Tuesday, 14 October 2014


i don't like parting. especially and very easily disenchanted by it when one is parting from me.
i'm really really not very fond of it. i'm really upset.
we were very different but somehow we became each other's ranting partner (the best thing) (you could ask for in a job like this!)
to adapt again, would be very challenging. almost too much an effort.
i've stopped wondering if this will ever end. but sometimes, even without questioning it i felt so tired of having to do it over and over again. perhaps i just wish this good feeling about this team would last a little longer than now.

but with all my heart bless her in the new beginning and may this be the answer she has been searching for. to the very good life ahead.

i will miss us dearly.

by ER
escape room, ecurve.

Tuesday, 7 October 2014

Alexa Chung

i really can't quite put into words how or why i love her.
but really though you don't need much words as she is the very fine definition of perfection.
everything about her, i just adore. so very much.

Sunday, 28 September 2014

Wedding Planning

Planning a wedding is hard. by planning, i mean actually planning it not just running things through your head. argh how much i wish i could just plan it all in my head and all will turn out just fine. Nope.

so we haven't been really productive. to be honest if you were to benchmark, we probably look like the kind of engaged couple who just don't really want to get married! it is so much work! first of all, you have to worry about date and location of the ceremony and the reception, the theme the amount of guests, pre-wedding shoot and above all, budgets! (yay) again, so much work! i must say surprisingly i haven't enjoyed any of this process yet. i was picturing myself as the kind of girl who would love the process as it will be fun (at some point, i guess i hope) but so far i have just been procrastinating! :(

about time i realise time it's already end of September and we really haven't got much time left to procrastinate....
Brighton, Summer '10
just realise we've got this picture taken years ago!

Sunday, 21 September 2014

Te quiero asi

yo quiero estar contigo, vivir y bailar contigo, 
por mucho mucho tiempo. 
te quiero asi.

Seoul, Korea '12
Taken by shawn.

Tuesday, 9 September 2014

of exam

i am beyond ashamed of myself.
after so many years, acca is still my endless torture. but rather now, my bygone dream.
the dream which used to be the only thing i was after, so desperately.
the sole purpose of adulthood or the definition of future. never so strongly felt that it's all bygone now.
but one does not leave things undone just because.
so may i be tortured one last time. for i have high hopes i will find my lost determination.
once again. 

studying feels so nostalgic now. i could almost taste the winter air.

Dublin, Jan '10
photo by Har

*this post is inspired by my outrages courage for registering for the same paper again earlier today. 

Friday, 15 August 2014

Jessica's "Daily Affirmation"

we all need to be Jessica, once in a while. to feel so good about ourselves.

to remind ourselves what we have is so so so much more than enough.

i will start with, i love my life :)

Sunday, 10 August 2014

a good week.

this past week was actually really good. i thought to myself unexpectedly when i was sitting down on the floor frowning about how i'm loathing this midnight Sunday blue.
and i said to A, i think we should start looking back on a weekly basis. that'd do some good! yeah! i felt it helps not only to be grateful for what we have, but also to look forward to the following week. somehow. the feeling of content and hopeful, i guess, most of it was.

so this week we had dinner at Eric & Ivy's (neighbour) which was really really good and thankful for on a Monday. then we watched two really good movies, Guardians of the Galaxy and Into the Storm, i like them a lot. if you haven't catch them i can vouch that they are worth the money to watch in cinema. then we had some furnitures delivered (yayyyyy) and finally getting curtains!! this is hugeee improvement because the house is practically bare now without the curtains. you can probably see amos changing from the playground below (which is so wrong). and then we spent Friday night at neighbour's again and watch some local youtubers' videos, which again was entertaining! we particularly laughed so hard on this one. and then i met Har on Saturday and A got to settled a lot of things and we got up slightly later on Sunday and spent the entire evening in Pavilion with neighbour. life is good and it's only going to be better.

also, i re-discovered Rachel Yamagata, i love her deep soulful voice so much.

so next week, bring it on. but also, be nice.

by amos, home '14
in case you're wondering, i was wearing a pair of really short pants.