It's late. but there are a thousand million stuffs running through my mind and they're kind of messing up with my sleeping mode. so i decided to try to write them down. good luck.
I haven't done this for a long time. mostly because the thousand million things that were running through my mind, they come and go. for some reason i'm really thankful that they don't last long. i'm not sure if it was the time that has worn me out or i have completely messed up my faith with my work place. not that i had a lot to start with in the beginning anyway.
it's easy to lose yourself, for some people, i guess. it's something that i can never understand. being yourself, to me is such simple thing, and twisting it or changing it just to fit the situation, is so utterly confusing. i get so confused, even more so lately. so confused that i really don't know if it's okay to be so. work aside, the one thing that keeps me sane in this terribly demanding job is the people. be nice to one another. please, just be nice to one another. love each other. and that is all.