時間

時間很喜歡跟一眨眼賽跑

是贏是輸

老的還是我啊

星期天

今天又遲了起床 -_-

明明830就張開了眼睛的

9點又被鬧鐘吵醒了的

10點也起來了的說

為什么起身刷牙的時候是11點

皮膚過敏沒有淡去的跡象，反而越來越紅越來越密

尤其是脖子癢死了

花了半個小時煮午餐和晚餐

因為要吃藥不然才沒有那種閑情逸致

太濕的白飯，tesco的烤雞，炒豆芽花椰菜番茄蘿卜和salmon碎片

看起來是很亂啦，可是很健康啊

而且不難吃耶

明天是第二個模擬考，是不用考也知道會死的那科

不過我還是回去考啦，因為垂死掙扎是我的拿手好戲

剛剛下了一陣很大的冰雹雨

趕快下雪吧 :D

無狀態

by shanna

London

我寫了一首歌，很短的一首歌

叫無狀態

純粹是讀完書準備睡覺前

一個小小的試圖

22.11.09

我和我的吉他寫的第一首歌 :)

收到卡片了！

22歲生日快到了

今年收到的第一個祝福是堅友寄來的卡片

不好意思咧我連他的都還沒有寄

謝謝啦 :D

我等你的無限泡泡棉！

明天是第一個模擬考

跟上一次很不同

因為都沒有在怕的

明天就知道死了

沒有在給壓力的

真的很不自在

好像有點太不努力了一點

明天考完后就留在圖書館反正回家也不會成器

然后6pm就去National Theatre聽免費的爵士樂！

London Jazz Festival 我愛我愛！！

tick tick tock tock

Can't believe it's 15th already! already half way through the month and with so many frigging things going on in my mind, it is rather hard to concentrate.

I do not like it whenever i'm suppose to be revising for exams every other things seem extra interesting -_- why on earth? and when waiting for the new episodes of Big Bang Theory and How I Met Your Mother becomes very very torturing i tend to watch the same old episodes all over again arrrgggg save me pull me out of all this mess and give me a slap!

and what not to surprise, i youtube every single Mayday clips and to top that, my current obsession that is very hard to resist is Coldplay ♥ this you can't slap me, for they've been supporting me all along. we went through a lot together okay. im serious.

The stress and the fear almost got me forgotten about being in November, when i was suppose to be most happy. and welcoming December, and Xmas and new year, and new hope and new dreams.

All I want for this Christmas is happiness.

that'll sum it all. I'm never a person that's easily pleased, i just look like i am. because i thought you've done enough, leave the rest to me. I'd please myself and work as hard as i could to not just breath dreams but live them too.

like i always say, live the dream and the dream will live on.

Remembrance Day

11th of November is the Remembrance Day of UK, i think it's also commemorated elsewhere in the world, except south east asia i would have guessed? Remembrance day is a day to remember the sacrifices of members of the armed forces and of civilians in times of war...according to wiki.

I was told it was to celebrate the end of the First World War and everybody will wear a poppy. An old man in York told me that people wear a poppy because poppies were found blooming across the battlefields in World War I.

Here in England, you can see almost everyone wearing it in November. Not just people, even cars wear them, reminds me of how some we used to stick the flag on our windshield during Merdeka day. You can buy the paper poppy everywhere, and it's up to you how much you would like to pay for it. Poppy money will all be donated to the families of the veterans.

I paid for my poppy this year and i'm wearing it for the sake of the veterans :)

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by shanna

Camden Town, London

often at times, we think we know what we want and positive about our determination in achieving it. but often in life, what we want only exist in those times when we think we know what it is.

and almost certainly determination is a big fat liar that prefers to face us with its back than face.

don't get me wrong i'd love to dwel it with my back too, a fair fight. only later i realised that it's actually much easier and smarter to kick its ass when it's not facing me than to call silence and judge who's got bigger ass. fair is one friend that i think i might need to let go.

Have i worked too little? have i not trying hard enough to be smarter, in life?

i used to think and still insist that there is a fine line between good person and fake person. you don't want to cross that line and went from pass to fail. okay maybe not you, but i am most certain that i don't want to.

my P3 lecturer said ''strategic choice is between your ears, you need to think a little.''

i add, so is deciding what kind of person you are. you don't want to fail so make an effort to learn it properly before you are jumping into conclusion too quickly.